Lalala is the theme today. A little history here.
Since around two weeks ago, I was pretty ill. To be exact, I had BLEAH headache. Headache, headache, everyone in the world has headache before. Hehe, what I know that it’s really been excruciating, as if part of your head just go into non-stop brainfreeze mode. Imagine seriously wanting to to to poke something through the head. Yea, it’s that bad that I had not been able to sleep at all, so pain, no sleep, stress, more pain, more no sleep, more stress and the vicious cycle went round and round for 48 hours even after consuming the once mighty neuralgin but thankfully a box of sleeping pills help me sleep.
Sleep Aid
And every single day until 2 weeks later, I had not been able to sleep in properly, even after taking the pills. I had to study for my midterms and not sleep at all for the tests cos they were in the morning, and being able to sleep only at 6-7am definitely wouldn’t help.
My day and night has been switched pretty badly, I wake up at night, I slept only when sun has risen, and not to mention I was sleeping even later than those in Singapore (that’s more than 16 hours of shift). Haha.
But, the stress lasted only for 1 week, last week, I decided to just accept the reality that I couldn’t sleep, I just pray to God that if I couldn’t sleep, I’ll just do something useful. In fact, He really graced me with a website project to work on which I worked on with all my might and of course all my sleeping time. I was jubilant.
This weekend is the Tahoe weekend. All of my exchange friends just left for Lake Tahoe this morning till Monday. For me, not being able to go cos of financial reason at first was saddening and pitiful. Now, I felt great making the decision not to go. I am joyfully living my days here in Davis, doing what I love. (and practising to be a work-at-home mum LOL)
So, why lalala today? Hehe, the night before yesterday I couldn’t sleep *obviously* and only slept from 2pm-6pm yesterday afternoon. So I was already giving in to whatever sleep-time-shift to happen again. Now, lalala because somehow, someway, miraculously, I fell asleep at night! I remembered chatting with a few friends, and suddenly I’m gone until Erlin chatted with me and the chat alert sounded pretty loudly at around 7 am.
The joy of being able to sleep at the right time. It’s priceless. Thanks be to God.
