Today is one of those days that… you felt so weak, but you just have to face the reality, and go on with life.
Who doesn’t want to live comfortably? Who doesn’t want to just be happy, cheerful, jumping here and there? But life is just not about that. And I’m thankful that life is not all about that. No matter how easy and comfortable that kinda life is, I don’t think such life is worth living
Today, as I’m doing my work, I listened to Queen’s Somebody to Love. No particular reason tho, just felt like listening after listening to Bohemian Rhapsody which I randomly like to sing
Listening to Somebody to Love, subsequently reminded me of Elliot Yamin, one of the American Idol contestants who was struggling with a lot of disease throughout his life, including diabetes and something wrong with his ear even during his American Idol time.
As usual, before he sings and the judges give comments, AI will show a short clip of his background or interview with someone close to him. For that episode, it was his mom. It was very touching to see how humble this man is. And you can see why through his mom herself. She was also very humble, even while talking about her own son. One of her comment which struck me is about how proud she was of his son.
“I’m so proud of him, so proud of him. But I.. I have to impress on you, not about his talent, cause the talent is given but he’s such a good soul”
Recently on the last American Idol season, he came back to perform Free on a result show. That day, he told the audience that it’s the first he performs on the stage and his mom was not there cheering, because she had just passed away a few days ago. Very touching…

Elliot Yamin
How funny that this post is suppose to be about me and my gloomy day, but I ended up writing about Elliot Yamin. I guess I have a lot to learn from him.
You can watch his performance on youtube:
‘Free’ on American Idol Result Show: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIdzsT4cAXk
‘Somebody to love’ + interview with his mom: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8aRWkDXw0U
My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.
Ps 63:8